How can it be a year since I last saw you. I don’t even know what to say. This year has been the hardest year of my life Dad and quite honestly I don’t know how I’ve made it through. It only feels like yesterday but at the same time a lifetime since I last saw you, since I held you and told you everything was going to be ok and it was ok to let go. A lifetime since I saw your beautiful smile and heard your voice. I have cried more tears this year than I have my whole life but I know that’s because of how very close we were and I’m happy to cry them, you’re worth every one of them and more. I miss you with every fibre of my being and there is nothing I wouldn’t give to have you back. People keep telling me it gets easier, I don’t think so, we just learn to deal with the pain and heartache and learn to accept it and live with it and understand that this is the new normal. There is a massive hole in my life that can never be filled and I hope you know how much you’re loved and missed every single day, not just by me but by everyone who knew you. I hope you’re happy and they’re all looking after you up there and I hope they know how lucky they are to have you. You were a true legend, the kindest most caring, sweet, amazing Dad any girl could wish for and there will never be anybody who comes close to you for me, you really was one in a million. Until we meet again Snowflake ❄️. I love you forever and miss you for always. Sleep tight ❤️❤️❤️xxxxxxxx